[oom] Dream A Little (Victoria Cays)
Jun. 23rd, 2010 10:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Ramon had spent a week in the cells, and she'd visited him every day. Security had let her through the barrier to check on him, but only for a few minutes. It'd been enough to see to it that he had enough pills to keep him set. And a book or seven. (She knows he likes to read, even if he'd never admit it out loud.)
She spent the week sleeping in her flat. Well, not so much sleeping as doing battle with unconsciousness. She'd barely eaten anything at all, and had taken to running like a woman possessed, doing ten miles a day easily. She spent the other hours shadowboxing or working the heavy bag, anything to physically exhaust herself. And in the end, it didn't matter.
Without him here, she had her first run of nightmares in a long time. Once they had their teeth in her, they didn't seem to want to let go. She dreamt of the cold dark hole, of feeling her fingers and toes go numb and grey with gangrene. She dreamt of Michael McBride, laughing as he boarded a helicopter, taking off and trailing a stream of cash behind him over the dull brown rooftops of Dublin.
She dreamt of making love to Ramon, of being beneath him, lost in that slow coiling ecstasy, when his body began to shift, grow heavier above her. She felt her hands smoothing over the muscles of his back, feeling his skin turn into thick black fur. She dreamt of the panther's jaws against her throat, felt the blood dripping off his teeth. She felt the caress of his hands turn into the slice of his talons, felt him sink those teeth into her throat, felt her body jerk like a rag doll as he tore into her flesh. That dream made her wake up screaming.
She dreamt of kissing his younger self, of looking into his dark eyes and seeing the depths of her heart there, reflected back to her. A moment of real hope. She dreamt of watching that light go out, and seeing him smirk at her, cold and distant.
She dreamt of holding the infant Emanuel in her arms while he slept, her fingertip stroking his cheek. In that dream, he slowly became transparent and faded away, leaving her holding nothing but an empty blanket.
So by the time he'd served his week and was done, his desire to return to the island was very much welcome. She was drawn thin and tired from lack of sleep. All she wanted to do was swim and doze on a beach towel in the brutal summer sun.
She spent the week sleeping in her flat. Well, not so much sleeping as doing battle with unconsciousness. She'd barely eaten anything at all, and had taken to running like a woman possessed, doing ten miles a day easily. She spent the other hours shadowboxing or working the heavy bag, anything to physically exhaust herself. And in the end, it didn't matter.
Without him here, she had her first run of nightmares in a long time. Once they had their teeth in her, they didn't seem to want to let go. She dreamt of the cold dark hole, of feeling her fingers and toes go numb and grey with gangrene. She dreamt of Michael McBride, laughing as he boarded a helicopter, taking off and trailing a stream of cash behind him over the dull brown rooftops of Dublin.
She dreamt of making love to Ramon, of being beneath him, lost in that slow coiling ecstasy, when his body began to shift, grow heavier above her. She felt her hands smoothing over the muscles of his back, feeling his skin turn into thick black fur. She dreamt of the panther's jaws against her throat, felt the blood dripping off his teeth. She felt the caress of his hands turn into the slice of his talons, felt him sink those teeth into her throat, felt her body jerk like a rag doll as he tore into her flesh. That dream made her wake up screaming.
She dreamt of kissing his younger self, of looking into his dark eyes and seeing the depths of her heart there, reflected back to her. A moment of real hope. She dreamt of watching that light go out, and seeing him smirk at her, cold and distant.
She dreamt of holding the infant Emanuel in her arms while he slept, her fingertip stroking his cheek. In that dream, he slowly became transparent and faded away, leaving her holding nothing but an empty blanket.
So by the time he'd served his week and was done, his desire to return to the island was very much welcome. She was drawn thin and tired from lack of sleep. All she wanted to do was swim and doze on a beach towel in the brutal summer sun.
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Date: 2010-07-08 09:18 pm (UTC)"Never."
He's lit a fire in her, and he can feel the heat of it under his hands, feel it coiling through her body like it was that first near miss.
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Date: 2010-07-09 09:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-09 10:47 pm (UTC)She can feel that determination in his touch, as sure as she can feel his voice humming against her skin. Whatever he wants from her, it's his for the taking.
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Date: 2010-07-11 08:07 pm (UTC)But he doesn't rush. He wants her to be nothing but a mass of nerve endings, a blinded, incoherent mess by the time he's finished with her tonight.
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Date: 2010-07-11 08:49 pm (UTC)"Please, caro. Please."
Her hands tighten in his hair, her heels digging into his shoulders, pulling him closer still, her body writhing helplessly under his mouth.
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Date: 2010-07-12 06:42 pm (UTC)It's the best kind of power and one he intends to exploit without mercy tonight.
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Date: 2010-07-12 07:10 pm (UTC)He holds her so tightly, holds her in the cherry of the flame, teasing her so deliciously with tastes of white hot sensation. She can feel his voice rumble through her skin, can feel his breath. She struggles, because it is in her nature to struggle, to strive for that little bit more touch, but he is in control.
It's another long span of minutes, and then she begins to hit muscle failure. Her hands relax their grip in his hair, and sweep up her body, covering her face. All she can do is twitch and groan and plead under her breath.
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Date: 2010-07-12 07:14 pm (UTC)His lips close around her clit and start to suck, gentle but firm, humming out a vibration on that hot little nub. And his fingers speed, become firmer, more pressure where he knows it feels best.
No escape, tonight.
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Date: 2010-07-12 07:28 pm (UTC)She has no control, but she's still fighting. Her head falls back and her spine arches off the bed, her hips trying to pull away now, forcing him to use his strength to hold her.
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Date: 2010-07-12 07:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 07:42 pm (UTC)He keeps going and she convulses, hard and strong, each pulse lasting a full three count. She's gasping for air, and the edges of her vision start to fold in. All she can feel is the relentless heat of his mouth and the overwhelming pleasure boiling through her in decadent hard waves.
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Date: 2010-07-12 07:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 07:55 pm (UTC)They come like a string of firecrackers now, vivid explosions that make her thighs tremble, make her moan like some kind of wounded animal. She pleads, though whether it's for him to stop or to never stop, it's impossible to tell.
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Date: 2010-07-12 08:01 pm (UTC)She has a favourite spot, he knows, one little place at the side of her clit and it's that he goes to now, focusing everything on it. His world has contracted to the taste and smell of her, the juice on his hand, the legs wrapped around his head. He's not sure he'd be able to stop if she wanted him to.
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Date: 2010-07-12 08:41 pm (UTC)His fingertips dig into the flesh of her hips and when he growls, she shatters. She drifts apart, nothing but pure ecstasy flowing through her veins like fire. She can feel his hand stroking inside her from a great distance, can feel his weight pinning her down, pinning that part of her that is flesh and bone, but she's slipping away from it.
"Love, my love, stop. Have to. Stop."
It's all she can do to find the words, her breath still shuddering in her chest, and a storm of aftershocks still racking her frame.
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Date: 2010-07-12 09:39 pm (UTC)'Been waiting to hear you say that for a long time.'
More than a year and he's finally broken her.
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Date: 2010-07-12 09:59 pm (UTC)Her hand reaches down to touch his, and he can feel her shaking still.
She's just going to lie here and try to remember how to fit back in her skin.
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Date: 2010-07-14 07:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-14 07:48 pm (UTC)"Not done yet. Just, gimme a sec."
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Date: 2010-07-14 09:48 pm (UTC)'If you're not done, why'd you stop me?'
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Date: 2010-07-14 10:07 pm (UTC)"You. Promised. And you're. Not Done."
She's never going to admit he actually wore her out.
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Date: 2010-07-14 10:11 pm (UTC)'That's right, I did.'
He pulls her hand down, placing it firmly on his cock.
'But you can get me off just like this if you can't take any more.'
There might be a hint of challenge there, along with a genuine roundabout way of saying it's OK to say 'enough' and mean it.
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Date: 2010-07-14 10:34 pm (UTC)"Finish your smoke."
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Date: 2010-07-14 10:45 pm (UTC)'All yours.'
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Date: 2010-07-14 11:16 pm (UTC)Her eyes close and she breathes in his scent, her hand never stilling, taking it just as slowly as he did with her. She turns her face up to his, brushing her lips across his mouth, his scent mingling with her own musk still clinging to his lips.
Just a kiss, a simple kiss. An invitation. A promise.
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